2026 update: Reflecting on this blog with pride. In 2013 I was finding my feet after Salon Kitty’s had closed and I was lucky to be working out Mistress Servalan’s fully equipped BDSM dungeon at the time and doing outcalls to hotels mostly. In October 2013 I managed to purchase the warehouse shed that I have since turned into my forever dungeon/ play space. So I have actually been into psychological domination for well over 15 years! No wonder you naughty submissive boys are so easy to control!

So its been a busy few weeks and I have to admit that 80% of the work I’ve been doing has been wrestling.

I had a visitor from out of town that I knew from Salon Kitty’s and we had 2 lovely and incredibly bent fantasy role play sessions based around full toilet training (FTT) and humiliation.

The first of the fantasy role play sessions centred around me being a school girl who had caught him masturbating in the girls change room. Me being the naturally dominant little brat I am made him beg within an inch of his life to keep his dirty secret.

Inevitably I forced him to all sorts of inhumane acts like drinking my golden shower, being my toilet, forced to lick my bare feet and smothered with my armpits… to name a few! I drank so much water I could have stayed the night with him in his hotel and satisfied us both till dawn!

In the second fantasy role play session I was his work colleague and Mistress and my husband had just discovered we had been having an affair. He was bailed up in a hotel scared for his life and I found him, ready to use him one last time before saying goodbye forever.

I love the psychological role plays like this one, his desperation, my need to exert my anger and sexual frustration on someone. His grovelling exciting me always, leading up to the grand finale of the brown shower as a parting gift. Full toilet training seems to be the most intense psychological journey one could take on. Its the idea that starts small and manifests itself eventually growing until the owner get the guts/ is overwhelmed by its presence and makes it a reality.