Its been a busy 6 weeks since I returned from the UK. Being the dead of Winter it is very hard to want to do much really! Business is always slow at this time of year however I’m very lucky to have enough devoted followers to keep me living in the lifestyle to which I am accustomed! I am very happy to have my domestic slave back from his overseas trip and our regular training sessions have resumed. Also this week I did an overnight session with my other posession, my very cheeky and disobedient slave Mr Leotard who felt the full force of my wrath after talking back one too many times. Both slaves received heavy canings which would make even the most seasoned player sit with caution.
In terms of the wrestling club, well I come and go with my motivations. As I am not training anymore and completely pain free I’ve become apprehensive about taking on comp wrestling sessions – something that used to be my specialty. What I’m hoping to do is plan a girl versus girl spectator event in October or November where clients come and watch then maybe pay a girl for a roll afterwards. I still LOVE wrestling however I find the smack talking and big noting of some clients a massive turn off. I am constantly trolled online but men whom I can only refer to as complete fuckwits. Wrestling is fun but extremely hard work and thus a very difficult job. If you would like to watch a female v female wrestling tournament contact me directly via email.
I’ve been going out in the scene quite a bit and its changed a lot since I was last single. Parties are booming and no longer barren wastelands heavily strewn with desperate predators hoping for a bit of something. I went to a play party called Threshold which was ok, and Hellfire I go to most months. I’m super keen to get to San Fransisco and check out The Armoury Kink.com play parties. I didn’t get to any play parties at all in London – I was too busy with the real thing!
I am back at Temple 22 once a week doing submissive work under the name Hannah – currently there Monday daytime only but that will change soon.
I’m getting some work done at the studio soon – I hope to turn the mezzanine floor upstairs into a fully sealed room so I won’t be facing so many nosie restrictions. If anyone has access to any soundproofing materials they want to get rid of please let me know. Its the bane of my existence so all help is appreciated!
As many of you may know I am strapped for time, I have a lot of responsibilities that keep me in Sydney and I can only get away for short periods of time. Doing interstate travel is fun and I would tour all the time if I could. Currently I have a staple of clients in cities I’ve toured before including Melbourne, Brisbane and Perth and am looking to build up a clientele in cities such as Cairns, Hobart and perhaps I’ll even give Adelaide and Canberra a go again!
My recent tour was 4 days and the first leg in Melbourne was completely sold out. As I specialise in some interesting fetishes such as Brown shower (FTT of full toilet training), wrestling and corporal punishment switch sessions it seems everyone comes out of the woodwork when I’m in town! This is great because it means I am perfecting my craft with new devotees constantly and I have not done a bad session in years.
FTT, brown shower sessions are a once a day offering so with a 2 day tour i’m limited to the hours of the morning and only once a day. I have never failed at doing this naturally (without enema) and am very good at reading the client and either pushing for consumption or orgasm depending on the energy. I apologise as sometimes this means the session only lasts for half an hour. It’s the most intense session I offer and the ultimate in submission which is why I think it so popular. The term “Full Toilet” means you are used to clean me up afterwards with your tongue – an intimate and arousing reward for any slave at any time. In fact I think many slaves would rather just spend an hour training to be my toilet paper rather than eating or facing my shit. (I’m sure the majority would agree!)
Melbourne started with a bang with an erotic wrestling session, then a leather fetish with heavy humiliation. The client worshipped my leather riding boots and gloves while being trampled and verbally abused. Dinner that night was with an old regular client from Salon Kitties whom I met out, we enjoyed a meal, some role play and then some actual play back in my room. I enjoyed this “client” many times over during my trip and would love to publicly thank him for the good time.
A cultural observation that I might make given I have toured to these two cities now 4 -7 times each is that Melbourne sessions are far more devious, depraved and debauched. Perhaps the cold weather brings out the darker side of us all? The scenes are far more intense, strict and role plays are diabolical. I am developing a fetish for men in nice suits and love a good winter jacket and gloves. I did a lot of switch sessions in Melbourne and I love the depth of the depravity there. I hope this is taken as a compliment as I wish to return very soon.
“Beauty is mysterious as well as terrible. God and devil are fighting there, and the battlefield is the heart of man.” Fyodor Dostoyevsky
Brisbane is an absolute joy to tour for a different reason. I was able to meet a few new clients, received a GREAT present of some thigh restraints which will really come in handy! Did a very detailed 2 hour interrogation fantasy with ultimate surrender type wrestling fantasy to end. The bulk of my sessions are wrestling sessions and difficult ones at that! Touring wrestling is tricky, working from hotels with carpeted floors (and sometimes without!) after wrestling at The Hurt Collective… lots of carpet burns and furniture obstacles. I have a very sexy heavy CP session that I do in Brisbane. As a heavy submissive myself I am good at exploring the deeper regions of emotionally servitude. It’s so great to be able to chat with so many different people with intense physical exchange interests. This is the part I love about touring that I can’t offer at home. The opportunity to sit down afterwards and enjoy a cup of tea or glass of wine and deconstruct the scene, discuss where the fantasy has perhaps come from and how we ended up in the roles that we have.
“Woman’s power lies in man’s passion, and she knows how to use it, if man doesn’t understand himself. He has only one choice: to be the tyrant over or the slave of woman.”― Leopold von Sacher-Masoch
I have made a purchase of an item of latex clothing that is purely for sensation and aesthetic – not function. It’s a latex catsuit from Libidex that has a rubber corset built into it, no crotch zip and is a size too small. This is the ultimate latex fetish wear item. Not only do I need slaves to help me shine up, I also need slave to help me get it on and zip it up. The beauty of the new latex is that it is quite robust. I must stretch it to it limit to get it to fit correctly – my body is a small size but I am extremely long in the trunk meaning the shoulders won’t fit unless I am lubricated up to the eyeballs (silicon not alcohol!). There is no crotch zip which means that I cannot go to the toilet – I guess I could go in the suit and deal with it later. But its oh so sensitive! Please allow at least an hour each size of your latex session so I can get dressed and undressed.
My hands are frozen as I try and type this post. Thanks to all those concerned – I was stuck in Bali because of the volcanic ash cloud. It was only an extra 2 nights in paradise but its a long time when you don’t know when you are going to get home – the airline was saying it would be 10 days. Scary! Luckily I have a wonderful travel agent at Summer Hill Flight Centre – her name is Nikki and I highly recommend her for future travel plans!
My trip started in Perth for my first ever West Coast tour. I had lots of bookings and deposits so the trip was a success. Its a hard place to get to and the expenses are very high but I found the clients I saw extremely grateful and all of my sessions were a huge success. I did a fabulous overnight FTT session with a newbie who I am happy to claim as a new slave, he did so well. He was my mat in the morning and aside from being my toilet throughout the night, he had a burgeoning foot fetish which I used to the max. I starved him apart from a few morsels for dinner which I fed him with my feet while he lay on the floor under me. THen he licked them clean and massaged them before returning to being my footstool.
I had another wonderful session with an old favourite client of mine Ms Clare who applied for a job as a working girl at my escort agency. The scenario started a week before with a telephone interview where I quizzed her about her suitability for the job as a more mature woman trying to crack a tough industry. She attended the interview dressed suitably (corporate, heels, stockings, spare lingerie in her bag for the trial) and after a lengthy chat where she disclosed all her BDSM personal experience it was off to test the practical elements of the job. She had proclaimed to take fisting, golden showers and that she could squirt. Both being characteristics that no other girl in my agency could provide. After dildo training and cock sucking demonstrations were over she seemed genuinely aroused so we did some extra deep giant penetrations using metal rods and huge dildos. Clare proved that she could do all of the things and upon leaving was given the job as house slut prostitute and is looking forward to her first jobs coming in.
Perth held a lot of hair fetishists for me! A sexy scenario is that I am found tied up with my under arms exposed, blind folded and in lingerie that is too small to cover my full bush. This is a tease too much for the common bush fetishist! These days I shave my legs but nothing else. ITs sad to hear that people with “fetish” for natural pubic hair, armpit hair, pussy hair, body hair worship fantasies have to look up vintage porn! The 70’s was a good era for natural body hair porn. I have met clients that have NEVER seen a woman with natural body hair. True story.
Next Tour is Gold Coast next Friday night 24th July, then I”m home until Melbourne August 28 – 30 and I will be back in Perth November sometime.
I have been working privately now for 2 years. The first year was quite rocky while I was getting my studio space set up. My first domestic slave I met though Salon Kittys own Head Mistress Amanda. I needed someone to help me with all the cleaning, building, moving, driving & decision making I had to do. This turned out to be a longer process than expected. I was so lucky that Mistress Amanda recommended her old domestic slave KC to me. He came with glowing references! I had never had a full time domestic slave before as this requires a premises which I had never had. Salon Kittys wasn’t my house and when I left at the end of the day I left my relationships with all my clients at its door. KC was a great help. We would meet for lunch and discuss my vision, my dream, my massive, gigantic mammoth task that I had chosen to undertake alone and KC would make sense of it all, pick all my ideas to bits and problem solve his heart out. At that stage I had a giant shed that I had bought and hoped to turn into something a tad more luxurious. The council approval documents took forever to go ahead and so in this time I bought some blue gymnastics mats off a friend and The Hurt Collective was born. I was all of a sudden the owner of a mixed wrestling club… not at all what I had planned for myself growing up but in true Aquarian fashion I ran with it. It was 6 months before the approval was given to build the mezzanine level in my giant shed. In this time I was able to do wrestling sessions there but all BDSM jobs had to be done as outcalls or at a neighbouring dungeon. KC would drive me around the city, wait for my booking to end, then drive me home. He never asked for anything more than just the pleasure to serve me and this I really liked. We had the privilege of time on our side, something you don’t get as a Pro Domme when clients are paying by the hour. My Uncle actually did all the building works at my studio and KC and him became fast friends. He knew that KC was my slave, the whole family knew. Now if that doesn’t reach out to the 24/7 slaves fancy then I don’t know what would. KC is used to train my apprentice Mistresses on. He has been bound, paddled, caned, tortured, cross dressed and penetrated all in the name of education. We often have lunch together and his companionship is much appreciated. He makes quite a sexy french maid too.
I have been out of the closet since 20 years old when I explained to my mother that I was starting an apprenticeship. You can be certain she was hoping I was going to say “hairdresser” however never flinched when I mentioned I was to be a Dominatrix. Actually it has dawned on me recently that as a teenager I used to be friends with Madame Lash’s son. I wanted badly to be a writer (poet to be more specific!) and I used to visit her home in Palm Beach where we would write poetry while she painted. Perhaps this early intervention had something to do with my openness for BDSM and alternative lifestyles? She drove around in a hearse with the number plate “Stiffy” and owned a church on Cleveland St Surry Hills (The Kirk) where she used to hold debaucherous gay & BDSM parties back in the day.
I digress. My second personal slave is a client with whom I met on the last day of Salon Kittys. Mr Leotard features heavily on my other website thehurtcollective.com.au and has become an invaluable possession to me. Ours is a much more physical relationship and we often go out together, spend nights together and he generally bears the role of being my on call bitch. I get him in on public humiliation sessions and forced Bi sessions and he always performs. I use him a lot to train my apprentice session wrestlers and he’s like a pig in shit being tossed around by gorgeous muscle goddesses as instructed by me. There are no complaints ever. He is into wrestling but accepts that he will be tortured, bound and used as a toilet under my command. All these things he does happily and with great enthusiasm. The only thing that disappoints me is that I don’t know how to use a cutthroat razor otherwise I would tie him up, gag him and make him watch as I shave his genitals with my deadly weapon. I need to up-skill obviously.
In saying all of this lately I have been privy to some extremely shifty men wanting to be house boys. I just got rid of my Sri Lankan shit eater who was so submissive I kept him on through his incompetence merely for the fact that he knew how to behave. Now he ate shit for me. That is a real submissive. I’ve had regulars I’ve invited to help train the apprentices trying to get a free session by suggesting slutty things they could do to them for their training. Mistake number 1. How is that submissive in any way? Are you not content to have been invited into our house in the first place? Please don’t bring your petty fantasies along when you have been invited as a guest. A true submissive lives for what his Mistress desires from him. I know because I have been submissive also in the true sense. Today I opened up my house to trial a new domestic slave who had convinced me he used to be a house slave at Salon Kittys and that I would recognise him when I saw him. To weed out the time wasters I always get first time domestic slaves to pay for a trial session so I can decide if they are wanted or not. He messaged me thirty minutes before the session was about to start to tell me he didn’t have the money and can he pay me next week. I have never met this person in my life, the are purporting to be a slave and asking me to do them a favour on the first meeting? I understand sometimes that the power exchange between a pro Domme and a paying submissive can be tricky to navigate however I have done it many times and I’m hoping this article will help other to understand that real 24/7 sexual slavery can be accomplished if you have the right attitude and some common decency.
True submissives need only apply.
Thats right, I had such a wonderful time Mistressing on the Gold Coast last time that I am returning for one night only. I will be bringing my latex collection and focussing on domination and latex worship sessions rather than wrestling this time. I will NOT be brining my mats. My baggage allowance will be taken up with naughtier things like rope for harnesses, dildos, butt plugs, vibrators and my extensive cock and ball torture (CBT) kit. And for the first time I will be travelling to Perth (East Perth to be specific) July 2 – 5th with wrestling mats this time. I will also have all my fetish latex and I’m keen to check out any Perth BDSM / fetish events that will be happening in the city at that time. Locals please advise me! I’ve had a lot of requests over the last 12 months from clients asking if I was travelling to Perth Western Australia for session wrestling or BDSM/ Domination sessions. I hope to make contact with all of you!
I thought I would upload some clips on modelling that my cross dressing and full transformation models might find helpful. I use natural light a lot of the time in my photo shoots however my studio has proper flash boxes and lights and I”m keen to explore the darker night time images as well. Here is my latest collection with Joanna – She has been working on her fitness and her body is absolutely rocking! I have new latex for my models to wear for more extreme fetish fashion shoots. Check out Boudoir pose techniques for some tips before heading in for your next session. I’m finding it very helpful as a photographer.
I have been having a wonderful time offering the cross dressing, full transformation, slut training, deportment and grooming, ladies day out pamper packages! I have settled on $700 as the price for 3 hours which my clients seem to be happy with. As a budding photographer and qualified graphic designer I am very much enjoying the role of creator. From the very start we start the creation process by shaving the body completely (where possible!), a good facial to remove oil from the skin and then makeup. I start by using studio foundation to prime the skin and remove any red blotches or inconsistencies. Then a FULL face of make up – my favourite part! We usually get through 2 or 3 outfits and the photoshoot usually takes about 1/2 hour, then I go home and work on the best ones, photoshopping them where I can but still leaving the natural features which I believe make us all unique. My personal slave even got to spend the day being my ladies maid – lucky I have been obsessed with Downton Abbey so in a good position to judge whether she was doing a good job for a 19th century subservient! Please meet Elizabeth and Kasey. Elizabeth reminded me of Elizabeth Taylor when she had the black bob wig on so she will forever be known to me now as Elizabeth – breaker of hearts!
I love this big shot of Kasey, I saw this as I turned to leave for a lunch date. So great to see my bent maid looking wonderful doing her chores and a great shot of my dungeon and play space!
Do you enjoy being transformed into a gorgeous woman? A victorian countess? Would you like to role play Katy Perry, Dolly Parton or perhaps Madonna? Our new and extensive cross dressing department caters to ladies of all shapes and sizes. Fetish corsets, sexy lingerie, hosiery and designer label dresses are just the beginning. We have a complete 1960’s bedroom with powder/ make up room and walk in wardrobe filled with everything the modern woman could want. Our staff are all graduates of June Dally Watkins school of deportment and grooming and love sharing their knowledge. We will be running day courses on makeup application from professional make up artists to the stars. If its your dream to cross dress and walk in public in pride then we can take you all the way.
3 hour elegance package:
* Skin care & primer
* body scrub and hair removal
* full body bronzer applied
* make up done by experienced artist
* full styling including lingerie, hosiery, costume, corset & shoes
* hair and jewellery
* deportment and catwalk lesson
* Photoshoot including 3 photoshopped for you to keep for your portfolio
* Light play session
3 Hour Forced Feminisation
* Full transformation into Mistress’ ideal slut.
* heavy slutty makeup applied
* fetish wear including tight corset and thigh high boots
* Lesbian or BDSM session to medium level including femdom role play.
* Photo shoot including 3 photoshopped for you to keep.
Half day ladies lunch
* full transformation to girl next door, corporate or casual goddess.
* mani/ pedi together then lunch at a local restaurant
* Photoshoot including 3 photoshopped for you to keep.
Forced Bi available with notice and very much enjoyed by Mistress!
Mistress’ Tahlia, Dita and Belle Star await your revolution!
Packages start at $600
Layer upon layer of slippery, rubbery, sexy latex. Thigh high boots for romping, stomping and crushing. Bathroom play time for water sports or slippery sexy fun. Leather corsets for strict Mistress, Bitch Dominatrix, unrelenting Sadist. Bondage with chains, cuffs, rope and wrestling holds. Head scissors in latex where you worship my rubber crotch while I slowly knock you out only to bring you around before its too late. Lying face down on the rubber floor staring into the floor to ceiling mirrors, sweating, sliding, dripping, slipping in sexy latex. Latex hood underneath tight neck corset underneath high neck zip up latex top. Add another latex top over that and I am encased so completely its like a vacuum seal. Night latex sessions at the dungeon. May have to go shopping today for more!